If mama ain’t happy, ain’t nobody happy!

So we had the shower on Monday.  She got a ton of presents(which we had no idea what they were, but we bought them.)  But do you know what they brought for food?  A cake, a bag of candy, and peanuts.  THAT’S IT!!  My boss brought in brownies and they asked one other lady to bring in chips.  But they only brought in a cake for the party basically b/c no one opened the candy or had any peanuts.  It was really nice that the diabetic people in our department were nice enough to donate but yet couldn’t enjoy the food since they did a piss-poor job of ‘catering’ the shower. 

Then when the HR dept head handed her the card, she said, “I just signed everyone’s name.”  Now we have ALWAYS passed around the card for everyone to sign their own name and note if they wished (even for occassions outside of our departments - like retirements or people leaving).  I could not believe that I couldn’t even sign my own congratulatory note.  Basically, they just wanted our money and then for us to stay out of it.  I was very upset with the way it was handled.

I know they were excited, but other people besides them like this co-worker and I could have done a heck of a lot better job than what they did.  I thought it was a pitiful excuse for a shower.

The little one is going to get tubes in his ears on Friday. We have to be there by 6:30 Friday morning. good thing I’m an early bird!! Hubby won’t like it too much tho!

Thanksgiving went well. Had my fam and hubby’s fam over on Wednesday and had a big Thanksgiving meal. Then on Thanksgiving day we went to hubby’s aunt’s house, then his grandmother’s house, and then to see the meadow lights. I love going to the meadow lights every year! There are so many lights and they have an old-tyme country store with TONS of old-fashioned candy! wonderful! We got the little one’s pic taken with Santa - he didn’t much care for Santa. ‘Course when he’s got mama, he’s not one much for strangers anyway. Oh well!!

Then on Saturday I woke up sick - had an upset tummy. After a couple of hours I finally threw up. Wouldn’t you know it, but DH was throwing up 30 mins later as well. He felt fine after getting sick; however I did not. I was sick all day. Tummy felt bettr by night-time, but then I had a horrible headache. I went to bed at 7:30 that night. Felt sooooo much better on Sunday!

Sunday we finally got around to doing some decorating. We put some red rope lights around the posts outside. We bought some icicle lights to hang up, but haven’t been able to hang them up yet. I can’t wait to get the Christmas tree and get it decorated. I think we’ll do that this sunday. Saturday I have a brunch for work that morning and then we’re going to a club for a concert that night. (yay!! A night out!! Finally!) Oh, just realized we might can get the tree on Friday since we’ll be out for Justin’s surgery anyway! yay!!

I gained 2 lbs at WI last night.

I didn’t get up and workout like I intended to the past few mornings.

DH said something last night that made me mad this morning.

DS woke up grumpy this morning, don’t know if he’s sick or just grumpy - and I got grumpy.

I feel like DH and I don’t talk anymore - he just watches TV and I apparantly only spend time on the computer (which I have really slacked up on so it’s now no excuse).

The house is a total mess and I don’t know what to do with it all. We have stuff that we need to store but have not storage space. I don’t really want to pay for a storage unit but probaby will have to.

I hate that I am so tired by 8 pm that I end up going to bed and get nothing done.

I hate being broke. I hate not owning our own house. I hate that it will probably be years before we can.

I hate that my DH won’t step up and take care of his job issues.

I just am starting to feel so depressed. Last time I felt like this was in February. I was still nursing DS. I was so out of whack I thought I was getting PPD 5 months post partum. Then I found out I was pregnant, which then turned out that it was just a chemical pregnancy not a true pregnancy.